to stay or go
if i vanish
will this vacant spot
be any brighter
if i banish
can my spirits
soar the higher
spells in gels
and lamentation
cannot meet the
imitation of purpose
tinted
tainted
almost baited
for a runaway
but i can stay
while free to go
and i can play
while sorrows show
from care to chaos
i don't know
what is the payoff
in no show
pay it forward
pay it back
teach another
fic to fact
bound in
drowning
doused in care
is this me
or am i there
fair is fairly
in perspective
i am here
with one objective
purposes that aren't my own
grown in storm or surface foam
wave on sand may spread me thin
but half of me lives on to spin
in webs of
make a difference.